Τρίτη, 2 Αυγούστου 2011
Every summer has a loss..
Everyone is out of town and there's an illusion you can think clearly now. You realize that no matter how many friends,boyfriends,girlfriends etc. you have you're still alone. Nobody cares for yourself more than you do. But if you're self-destructive in a way that means that others can destroy you so easily and will grab every single chance to do it. So don't give them that fucking chance. Stand up for yourself 'cause no one will do it for you. It's all so obvious now. You can see persons who asked you to stay with them a little more not because they wanted but because it sounded nice at the time. You are tired of hearing things that sound nice but there's no feeling in them. Tell me the truth, taht you feel alone and you want someone,anyone to keep you company, that you're bored or that you need to be distracted from your life. Because no, you don't miss me, if you miss someone, you know where to find him and you do it. I can't help but laugh when I hear people who don't even care if I live or die to say they miss me and that they want me to stay. And sure some people mean what they say but you don't believe them because you have decide to reject everything you hear, which is not a solution either. You can spend a lifetime blaming others for everything that's going wrong in your life or you can take a step back and face the mistakes you made. And there are plenty of them.