I hope you know this will go down on your permanent RECORD.

Logan White

Up all night...got demons to fight ?

Low expectations lead to happiness.But who has low expectations anyway ?If I have a chance to dream I'll grab it without even thinking.A person without dreams is nothing.If not nothing at least empty.But dreaming leads to high expectations.So you get to a point when you're just miserable.Satisfied with nothing.That's a curse.You'll never find peace of mind.You've got to stop thinking about the future,stop searching for meanings.Stop thinking what it could be,realize what it is now,accept it,then you're happy.There is no solution in this,like a circle has no edges.If you have dreams you'll never get satisfaction.You will always crave for something more.And if you don't have dreams you're just a person with no goals,no vision,no lust for life.You rewind situations in your head thinking "I was happy then".No you weren't happy because you didn't appreciate what you had.You are tired of thinking everything way too much.And everyone is tired of dealing with your insecurities and anxieties.You're unbearable,destroying every fucking good thing that happens to you.Truth is good things will happen,just be there,mentally there to live them.Bad thing will happen also,you can't avoid them,no matter what.Everyone is a survivor.All of us have survived from fucked up situations.Just don't do it in a pathetic,sad way.Because you've got to get over a lot of bad situations in the future,you've got to be strong.Cut the crap,you're still alive.Remember that.There are some pretty serious problems and you keep crying your heart out about bullshits.So when a fire starts,are you gonna fight the first flames or let everything burn?Fight for what you want.Fear never helped anyone.You spend your life with a fear and you're missing all the good parts.No regrets.You can't regret what you've done,something led you there.Your mind is the scene of crime.So regretting things is like regretting for the way you're thinking.
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Brad Ogbonna

"I get it. The things you hope for the most are the things that destroy you in the end."

True, true, true I had those wild charms for you..

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Fear never helped anyone..

photos by: johnny's bird

Every summer has a loss..

Everyone is out of town and there's an illusion you can think clearly now. You realize that no matter how many friends,boyfriends,girlfriends etc. you have you're still alone. Nobody cares for yourself more than you do. But if you're self-destructive in a way that means that others can destroy you so easily and will grab every single chance to do it. So don't give them that fucking chance. Stand up for yourself 'cause no one will do it for you. It's all so obvious now. You can see persons who asked you to stay with them a little more not because they wanted but because it sounded nice at the time. You are tired of hearing things that sound nice but there's no feeling in them. Tell me the truth, taht you feel alone and you want someone,anyone to keep you company, that you're bored or that you need to be distracted from your life. Because no, you don't miss me, if you miss someone, you know where to find him and you do it. I can't help but laugh when I hear people who don't even care if I live or die to say they miss me and that they want me to stay. And sure some people mean what they say but you don't believe them because you have decide to reject everything you hear, which is not a solution either. You can spend a lifetime blaming others for everything that's going wrong in your life or you can take a step back and face the mistakes you made. And there are plenty of them.